Saturday, July 19, 2008

We need to learn..

With the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful....

Dalam hidup ni, dalam menempuh setiap yang berlaku, kita kena sentiasa belajar, belajar sesuatu yang bru dan sentiasa mengambil pengajaran daripada setiap apa yang berlaku dalam hidup ini....Kadang2 kala kita senang kita sentiasa take for granted dengan apa yang kita ada.. tanpa kita sedari, apa yang kita ada hari ini adalah pinjaman dariNya...Dia berkuasa untuk memberi dan mengambilnya kembali...Mungkin hari ini, kita lihat orang lain dalam kesusahan, tapi, tanpa kita sedari, mungkin hari esok kita pula yang akan dalam kesusahan dan kesempitan...

It's All About LIFE!!

With the name of Allah, The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful...

I just wanna talk..all about life...Hidup ni tak selalunya indah, langit tak selalu cerah malam tak selalu indah..dalam hidup, kadang2 kita di atas n kadang2 kita di bawah..benda yang akan kita tempuhi setiap hari, every second, every moment is always related back to us...Sometimes in life, yes after years im alive, Allah gives me the life n still allow me to stand on His land, i feel like ive saw so many things, met different people, learned different knowledge, experinced different moment...wateva happen to me, to my frens, or to everybody around me, i know, it teaches me about something...aku s3elalu teringat rangkap first lagu hijaz...
"Hidup tak selalunya, langit tak selalu cerah, malam bulan tak berbintang, itulah lukisan alam..."
With my fren, i know ive change a lot, and i know that in life , we as a human, normal human, need changes in life...and now, i learn something, hidup ni ibarat roda, kadang2 kita akan berada di puncak but then, at another time, kita akan berada di bawah.. cuma semuanya tergantung kapada kitta..dalam hidup nih, tak ada yang indah, ya, memang ada momen indah tapi selalunya, ia tidak akan kekal selamanya, pasti ada mendung yang bertandang dan menggangu keindahan setiap detik dalam hidup.. aku tahu, as a human i need to be strong...sebab kadng2 kita tidak tahu apa yang bakal berlaku dalam masa yang akan datang.. perlunya diri ini untuk lebih kuat agar setiap ujian dan dugaan yang diberikan oleh Allah yang Maha Besar, tidak akan sedikitpun, membuatkan aku menjadi insan yang lemah, sebaliknya mengajar aku untuk menjadi lebih kuat dalam menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang....Setiap apa yang dialami yang aku saksikan balak sentiasa menjadi pengajaran dalam hidup ini agar aku terus tabah dan sabar..Assobru minal iman...sesungguhnya sabar itu sebahagian daripada iman, bukan aku sahaja, sebalinya aku tahu, semua insan di dunia ini, kawan2, teman keluarga n sahabat di sekeliling aku, perlu lebih tabah dan sabar kerana sesungguhnya, Allah hanya akan menguji hambanya dengan ujian yang mampu di tanggung oleh setiap hambanya... Allah itu Maha Mengetahui....

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

ngot2 sesengot!!!

with da name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful...

i don know wat to rite, as usual, but wat i only know was, im feeling rite,,haha...but, know wat, sometmes i feel like i wanna kill i am the one who is wrong or, there are other things that make me feel like this...bongok!!!!i don know wat to say.. theres a bit sense of guilt in me...after tonite, maybe theres nothing secret anymore, but, i still can feel like theres something wrong..i miss them like hell but, even when i met them, i still miss them...Ya Allah,

Sunday, July 6, 2008

Our memories...

With the name of Allah, The Most Gracious n The Most Merciful...

Last time, i did write about the time capsule, like what my lecturer told me...n last time too, one nite, i do dream, no! its not a dream..its nitemare..for me, its related wif my frens, my best frens eva n me...they slapped me.. n start from that moment, i know, i need a time capsules which will remind me bout them.. 4 of, i found a box...i put everything that will remind me of them.. including all the receipts when we're togethr..n also the Mcd fries boxes which we share togetgr..even the ice cream bowl which we ate together..i don know, but i know, one day, when i m not wif them anymore, all the things will become the best memories eva,, or if one day, our relationship last foreva, we can seat together n all the things will bring us back to the time, when we are having fun togehter....i hope that all the things can make us feel better or even, when something happen between us, it will tell us, about, how precious all the time that we have had together...i love them so, every single time when im wif them is very precious, time cannot be repeared, so, i will never waste every single time wif them..i can feel that i will lose them one, i hope that i will always have a good memory wif them...<>..

I miss U all!!

With the name of Allah, the Most Gracious n the Most Merciful...

Two weeks passing by...N this two wiks, especially, this week, i misz them so much, like org gilakk...i met the, rarely. not like always, almost every day, every moment we are together, but not this wik...i really mis them...miss them so much, i don know how to describe it into words...sometimes, i feel like, do they hide something from me?? theres somthing still unrevealed...i don know why, just i feel something they know that i love them so much...i feel something missing in my life without the existence of my fren... especially the nanas...they are my fren, but now, i eat alone, surf internet alone n almost do everything alone...i really feel lonely..i spent not so much time wif them..only juz an hour wif them..then, they left me, i have nobody to speak to n share things to...i have no frens to enjoy wif..i feel like a part of my life is missing to..gone with the wind jus when all of u left me here...i misz u like hell!!!!cant u hear my voice..???? why dont u reply my message.. even a single mesej...

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side


When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear TO always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

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We were made for each other until forever
I know we were.. yeah yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me.. yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear WILL always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you