am I still ME???

Am i still me? ntah..kadang macam tak, kadang mcm ye je..tataw la..
now, rasa mcm tataw ape..
rasa mcm sumthing tapi tak boleh nak cakap ape..

sorry kamu..i still cant forget everything.. easy to apologize, but not to forget..
aku mcm dah lupa dulu aku macam mana..
bila kwn2 aku tny, mmg i would say 'aku okey' or 'takde pape lah.'

tp, kat dalam, aku je yg tahu. kat kepala aku ni..ntahlah..
kata bestfren aku, 'cuba belajar kawal emosi.'
boleh kawal..
tp satu je..
aku rase urat senyum aku dah putus. i dont feel like smiling.


nota: untuk my dear besties, aku tau korang bleh tau apa yg aku fikir even aku tak cakap. so, i dont need to talk much rite??? btw, now,there's org lain who will talk much, more then me..Ada makhluk asing dari planet lain dah culik aku kot..