am I bad??

with the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful...

After quite a long time im not write anything here, now, i feel like i need to post something...like always, i will talk about my frenz and me...juz a few days ago, once again i made aish angry.. im juz dont mean anything, but, i dont know, without intuition, i juz made him angry wif me...i don know why, but it happens juz like that...Aish is only being easily angry when it comes to me, althought other people sometimes make him sick, but not like when he wif me...
Am I so bad, so cruel until he becomes that easy to get angry wif me...????when can I get the answer???when can he forgive me???ive called eaz and eaz told me that aish is no longer angry wif me, but i dunno wat will happen next... hope that everything will be beter after i ask for forgiveness from him, and promise him not to do that anymore...