ngot2 sesengot!!!

with da name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful...

i don know wat to rite, as usual, but wat i only know was, im feeling rite,,haha...but, know wat, sometmes i feel like i wanna kill myself..am i am the one who is wrong or, there are other things that make me feel like this...bongok!!!!i don know wat to say.. theres a bit sense of guilt in me...after tonite, maybe theres nothing secret anymore, but, i still can feel like theres something wrong..i miss them like hell but, even when i met them, i still miss them...Ya Allah,